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whoa i am alive! hi to people who still use livejournal!
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[21 Aug 2005|09:55pm] |
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well i'm here at ithaca. i hated saying goodbye and yes i cried - i miss all of you already. its not too bad - my roommates are both really nice. however they r both partiers...we'll see how that goes. its only the second night and im bored. im sitting here on my computer alone. i cant go out and just walk up to random people and start talking to them - i just cant do it. im lonely and sad. i know its bad but i want to come home already. hopefully this will all change and i will have some fun. but i just wanted to let you know that youre all amazing. im so thankful that have friends like you guys you have no idea how much you mean to me. i dont know where i would be without you. i cant wait for vacations so i can see you all again. thank you for being so amazing all the time...see you soon.
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[12 Aug 2005|10:32pm] |
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I am home!!
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[27 Jun 2005|10:40pm] |
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I dont even know how to put my mood into words. Past couple days I go through my periods when I dont want to be around anyone - i dont want to see anyone or do anything. Sometimes I just want to cry, and I dont cry. I hate it. Its killing me. I need my sad music...to bad my fucking computer wont fucking work! UGH
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[24 Jun 2005|12:40pm] |
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'cause I remember when we used to sit...
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[21 Jun 2005|11:09pm] |
the tornadoes are once again champions - 3rd year in a row!! girls this season was amazing - thanks for making it so much fun im guna miss it next year...you all rock
but anyways...
tomorrow night is senior ball and im pumped (minus the getting dressed up part). it should be a lot of fun. possibly going to jones beach on thursday - idk what the hell is going on with anything. GRADUATION friday!!!!!! YAAYYY. im sad but my god i cannot wait! this means the last time i have to see most of my grade which is sooo nice. then parties this weekend which should be a good time.
work starts monday which blows bc i hate it:( hopefully i will make a lot of money though.
yep im sure you all care too so im done
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[31 May 2005|05:36pm] |
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what i have to look foward to:
10 days left of school!!!!!! hellz yes bitches i cant wait
me and justin r guna be hardcore with our working out so watch out bc we r guna kill you!
tomorrow = senior picnic & yearbooks
thursday = senior awards night - i hope i get some money
then weekend...
uhh next week = gay bc of all the projects and such
june 22 = ball....if i go
june 24 = GRADUATION!!!!!! tear but yay!!
SUMMMMMMMEERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so things have been good recently - no major complaints minus the fact that i sucked at track this year:( owel hopefully ill make it up at Ithaca next year if i do track for them (which apparently im doing according to schwark and cargain). I cant wait to be out of Carmel HS!!! im guna miss everyone but that school can burn - ok i went a little too far but im so excited for graduation. This summer better freakin rock!! Im guna be SOOOOOOOOOOO sad when its all over:( In advance: thanks for being the most awesome friends- youre all amazing and i dont know what id do without you!!
so yeah this was a pointless entry i just felt like showing my excitement/sadness for being a senior!!
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[15 May 2005|03:13pm] |
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wow so hershey park trip was awesome!! I had sooo much fun. As matt puts it "carmel swept em" - we did awesome and came home with like 10 trophies. and yeah we were assholes in the process with our slow claps and carmel chants every 5 seconds.
so the bus was really boring but once we got to the hotel it was amazing. People now think im a dominatrix freak and/or lesbian haha- had some nice convos about that. I dont think ill ever forget the party james, ryan, steve, eric, matt, eddie, kyle, and timmy threw. It had to be one of the funniest things ive ever experienced. Somehow pretty much the entire hotel ended up near our rooms and it was just funny as hell. matt wrapped in caution tape dancing and singing was hilarious along with countless other things. too bad curfew was 11 bc that was crap and boring - owel at least we slept some.
next day at hershey was fun too - steve trying to get in with his crutches so we could cut to the front of the lines just didnt cut it so we left them in bushes lol. all the rides were awesome and so much fun. Freakin storm runner or w.e its called broke down twice when we were on line. once when i was next to go on it - i was so pissed. Then they decided to shut down the side i was on so everyone had to shift over to the other side - it was insane and quite annoying. owel it was so worth it that ride rocked. lets see what else...oh yeah got soaked on the water ride - that was also a funny funny time on line - i wont go into that. felt bad and still do feel bad for matt bc his phone fell off the great bear when we were on it-last ride of the day too!! then we left and the bus ride was again boring but i got to watch the lightning forever which was awesome bc im in love with thunder and lightning. we def should have stayed there another night which i would have loved but nooooo.
right so its sunday and im tired and not doing hw!! wtf is up with that?!?! - idk but im loving it. (ill prob find somehting later on that i forgot about and ill have to do though) ok peace
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[29 Apr 2005|05:07pm] |
havent done this in a while...
well spring break was amazing - i had sooo much fun!!! excellent senior year break:D as justin said read marinas journal bc well she pretty much wrote everything and im lazy.
i hate school so much right now its ridiculous and pointless. this morning apparently i decided im going to ithaca. Yay?? idk and atm i really dont care. - good attitude right? hopefulyl thatll change and ill like it! but hs is pointless its all busywork and gay. idc about my APs bc im guna suck anyways so whatever. but yeah i am exhausted from it all.
im supposed to be getting ready for prom right now but as you can see...im not. Justine did my hair and it looks awesome - thanks babe! and she made me a myspace if you care to know that. tonight should be awesome as will the rest of the weekend. ive decided im really just not guna sleep at all. have a track meet tomorrow but i dont think im going to that - idk yet and then tomorrow night = reel big fish + catch 22 concert at marist!!!!!! wooot wooot - that shit should be hot. then sunday = six flags. so yea ill be busy but im pumped. peace out yo
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[16 Apr 2005|05:10pm] |
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omg leaving for mac oca in...like 13 hours!!! aaaahahahaha im soooo excited. this is guna rock. for all those who dont know whos going its guna be: me marina justine matty craig and justin!! i am stoked (yea i said stoked). yep well hope everyone has an awesome break!!! c ya in a weekish
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. beth
2. bethers
3. smoochie colucci
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. aerocombe8
2. scubiebaby23
3.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes
2. my teeth
3. my...abs? sometimes? idk
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my butt
2. my nose
3. my legs
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. irish
3. austrian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. drowning
2. being left alone in a place i dont know
3. clowns
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. exercize
2. food
3. music
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. tank top
3. t shirt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. fun
2. not stupidity
3. uhh idk i wouldnt know...
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. vh1 is my tele-bible
2. i wish i were hot
3. im a herm
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. smile
3. muscles
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. leave for spring break
2. get new ankles, knees, shins, etc (im in pain if you couldnt tell)
3. sleep
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. athletic trainer
2. personal trainer
3. something in the sports medicine field
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. MAC OCA!!!
2. australia
3. california again
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. chloe
2. alexa
3. brad/blaine - idk
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. sky dive
2. be in a triathalon of some sort
3. surf
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY: (haha oh yes)
1. i punch ppl a lot/violent
2. i sit like one
3. im butch apparently according to some
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. i have boobs?
2. i dont have a dick
3. i...uhhhhh...worry about my body too much
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. jake gyllenhall
2. adam brodie
3. colin farrell
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. matty
2. danielle scofield (i miss you babe!!!)
3. whoever wants to?
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[07 Apr 2005|05:47pm] |
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MAC OCA Drive here we come!!!!!!!!!!
9 days bitches yeaaaaah
i dont feel like typing more so thats what you all get :D
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[29 Mar 2005|08:26pm] |
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yeah so i may just not go to school next year...i have that option now apparently. i dont really want to go to any of the schools i got into and fucking weightlists suck and dont matter to me right now. ugh this sucks i have no idea where i want to fucking go - not even a slight idea...none. i cant see myself happy anywhere. I dont have that much fucking time left to decide so pretty much im screwed or i have to figure out what to do with myself for the next year of my life if i dont go to school. w.e i just dont care anymore. fucking school...who needs it?!?!!?
i need something to cheer me up majorly
fuck it
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[25 Mar 2005|12:46pm] |
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last night was team awesome(me marina ashley justine and danielle) sleepover!!! It was so much fun! Watching movies and then making some more was fucking hilarious. I love our dance moves - we are pretty much the best ever! haha i especially enjoyed the part where mikey saw us in our very very verrryyyy sexy outfits - that musta turned him on. If that didnt i just dont know what would! Making our chris hardi tribute tape was amazing. I so need a copy of that shit. Yep well now im waiting for ash to come pick me up so the 5 of us can go to the mall and shop for ball, prom, etc etc. Thats about it...peace
YOOO dam with the bam jam!!!!!
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hey guys!!!!
ok so yeah so far this week has been pretty emotional lol - for the good part mostly id have to say. i hope i pleased everyone with my actions :D im pretty proud that i sprouted balls for a couple minutes lol (haha sorry for that statement). we shall see where this goes this time...
so tomorrow night is my last gymnastics dinner EVER!! :( im pretty sure ill cry bc im a big big loser. im so sad but yet so excited for it. im happy to see all the girls again and such - good times everyone. thanks for everything throughout those 6 years on the team:D:D
been goin to the gym lately a lot. im workin towards getting my christina aguilera body - haha i highly highly doubt thats guna ever happen:( well still im workin towards a better body. and im loving being matty justin and marinas trainers...its a good time (i think i should get paid from all of you...) track started this week. woohooo??
tomorrow night = team awesome sleep-over. Im sooooo excited!!! should be amazingly fun w the girls - yay!
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today was the first day of track:D:D i cant wait for the bonding time with jayne again!! YAY. i hate how i cannot breathe at all in the cold however...need to find that inhaler of mine - goddamn asthma.
so yea im finally starting to figure stuff out and im in such a good mood right now:D (about time)
hopefully i will get it completely straight soon enough!
got rejected from boston college but i could care less...it was a reach school. i kinda smiled wen i read the letter: weird to me kinda. but w.e yea i dont care!!!!
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wow I am absolutely horrible at keeping up with this shit. but ok here its goes...
this past week was horrible at the beginning but has ended sweetly. fought with one of my best friends and it sucked - felt horrible about myself for about two or three days but w.e im over it and we are good now...i hope anyways. goin to the gym thursday and playing racquet ball and racquetball dodgeball was fregin amazing. haha that game was brutal - my racquet was breaking so i have cuts alllll over my hands from it prob have diseases now. owel. and then i rolled my ankle again that was fun...not. then after gym and eating with my fam for st patricks day there was another KR game - oh no destroyed the other team...naturally. those "popular" kids were gettin pissed at me and some others. haha owel and yes fran we def hafta make shirts - they will rock. then went to ryans for a little and played celo paper hockey and such with ryder and max - hilarious guys i love it.
i went skiing today!!! for the first time in sooo long - it was awesome. i had fun. then rushed home and back out to go see the ring 2 with justine matty craig dj justin and chris. it was pretty good - not too scary though. i hate ppl in theatres who scream at nothing...prefect example = a guy sneezes (a guy watching the movie that is) and some girls flips out and starts screaming...dumb ho. then onto the diner for some food and back to mattys where we played "clue". sweet ass game...im guna have some awesome bruises i hope :D
ohhhh and im going to junior prom with craig!! YAY im so excited...its guna be sooo much fun!!
so yeah im pretty happy at the moment...dont have much to complain about. still stuck in that torn stage but hopefully ill figure that out soon...i better or i may just die.
gotten into:
Tampa(w scholarship), URI(honors program), Ithaca(scholarship), Cortland(honors program), and Marist(scholarship)...still to hear from 5 more (its killing me)
yep so im done...peace out
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[10 Mar 2005|10:20pm] |
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holy shit! i am so like hyped up right now its insane - im lovin it. ok so tonight was another kent rec bball game and oh no was down players and such and goin against fagat steroid pot heads who are huge may i add. the game was soooo intense i couldnt sit still at the end it was insane! insane!!!! they lost by only 2 points bc the fucking little kid doesnt know how to stop the fucking clock - ugh bitch. yeeah so i had the biggest urge to get in a fight like you have no idea - damn too bad i didnt get to. id just like to say i love timmy for his amazing falling skills and such - pure amazingness. haha it was so funny im getting into my car with justine and i yell out sooo loud orange sucks!! and brian mcardle along w his gay ass friends were walkin past and he starts turnin around walkin towards my car like he was all tough and shit. watev i woulda taken him down that bitch. im prob guna get jumped in the halls tomorrow but that would be sweet if you ask me bc im in an ass kickin kinda mood.
yeah then me and justine rocked out to ghetto music on the way home. good times. god im never guna be able to sleep tonight!!:D:D:D:D:D
hopefully ill have this energy for the next couple days because that would be super! peace homies
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[03 Mar 2005|10:40pm] |
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ok so wow i am bad at keeping up with this stuff. The past week or so has been amazing thanks to all of you.
Been having some sweet ass convos about stuff (aka sex lol) with matty. haha you rock . Im so jealous of you though im guna make myself have one now. Yes i DO have that power i swear. Oh and that CD we made on the early dismissal day = flippin AMAZING. been rockin out real hard with ppl to that. Priceless! I'll try to stay on the road next time sorry justine.
ive been pretty torn lately over everything though. I dont know what to do with myself sometimes. Kinda just wana lock myself in my room. but then id miss all of the fun with you guys so f that shit. Excuse my language ive been cursing a lot lately.
joining the gym bc justin needs a partner and i need to unfatten myself. went today with justine and all i can say is that we def have to be two of the most mature people in the world. HAHA NOT!!! "I dont wana lay here with this shit in my crotch!! haha this steel is so cooooold!!" haha gotta go more often. Saw ryder there then the 3 of us went to wendys before the KR basketball game and saw foster and mikey. Team OH NO is pretty much unstoppable. I love wathcin them they are hilarious.
Goin to the mall tomorrow with ava and kris!! YAY havent hung out with them in forever - stupid college. Saturday = Pops Concert which is usually fun...hopefully it will be this year. you all best show up or im guna kick your ass. and then i get to see emily!!!! sooooo excited
Ok well yeah thats it for now peace
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so tonight was JJs suprise party. It was fun minus when i wanted to disappear or die ya know either one. Some people should not be allowed to speak when they know certain things. I was so incredibly embarassed beyond belief- i think thats the reddest ive ever turned bc some ppl decided to play telephone saying, "beth likes *****" and he was there and he had to pass it on and i wanted to cry. And let me tell you for all of those who know how red i get it was ridiculously bad...i could feel it creeping up my part so fast it was crazy haha. Besides that little party moment i had fun. DJ and jeff are definately two of my favorite people. Too bad i got violated by both of them - owel all in good humor if you ask me.
I'm sick:( I cant really breathe right now and i feel like my head is going to explode YAY!! im about to go chug some cough syrup and down some advil - thank god for drugs
(yea that was my side note)
OMG i love my friends and yes i know that i sound like chris salumn there and all but its sooooooo true. You guys are so amazing. Thanks for always being there and making me smile and laugh when im sad or angry or disappointed...i could go on with that list but im going to stop. So yeah i love you guys so much and youre all AMAZING and idk what id do without you (whoa this is my soft side coming out wat the hell?!?!)
SO yeah thanks so much for always being there and im always here for you too.
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wooo hoooo first entry baby!!! yea so its 12 22 and im fregin tired
i went to the palisades malll today with justine and marina...good times i got me some new "kicks" as some would say - they are sweet.
yea im tired ok bye
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